the room as he drives into me. I grab my boobs to keep them from bouncing. Noel growls in approval
and pumps even faster and harder.
I lift my hips to meet his, and he shuts his eyes. He s close and I can feel my own need building
for the third time. Lane, fuck. I ve missed you so much.
I run my fingers through his hair. I ve missed you, too.
His mouth claims mine in a quick kiss before I feel the muscles in his back tense under my fingers.
A primal growl emits from his throat, and he bites his lip in ecstasy as he erupts inside me, filling me
full.
He collapses on top of me and buries his face in the crook of my neck. A content sigh comes out
of his mouth before he leans up and kisses my lips. I feel exactly the same. Noel removes himself
from me and rolls onto his side. His large hands pull me close and runs his nose runs across my jaw.
That was& wow.
Mmmm, I sigh in agreement.
His fingers trail across my stomach, and I slide closer into his body. The slightest little movement
from him causes my body to crave more. I can t believe I m lying in his arms, post-bliss, after the
most amazing sex I ve ever had.
Noel laughs. Who knew we didn t have a clue what we were doing back then. It s a wonder you
didn t dump me for my lack of sexual skills.
I hate when we talk about our break-up, all the time we missed together. How many other women
have lain in this exact spot with Noel since then? Ten, twenty . . . a hundred? I cringe.
Like I had a lot of bragging room. I smile at him while I try to push thoughts of the past out of
my mind.
He props himself up on his elbow and twirls a lock of my hair around his finger. I ve been
wondering something, but I don t want you to get angry with me.
I run my fingers along the stubble on his chin. I won t get angry with you, Noel. I promise. You
can ask me anything.
Have you been with anyone else other than me? I know four years is a long time and I suspect
you have been, but I was just curious. It doesn t matter to me if you were.
I wish I d never been with Cory, the only boyfriend I ve had since Noel. He s the worst thing
about my past. He almost made me never want to trust men again.
Noel s thumb runs over my cheek. What are you thinking? He kisses my shoulder. Tell me,
please. If something is bothering you, I want you to talk to me about it.
I turn my head and stare into his blue eyes. It would kill me if things didn t work out. Cory nearly
ruined me. A relationship is built on trust, and he has to know everything about my past. Honesty is
the one thing I discovered is a necessity for something to work between two people. I ve only been
with one person since you.
He raises his eyebrows in surprise. One? That s it?
I smack his arm. Why would you expect more? You know I m not that way. I look away from
him. And I regret that one to tell you the truth.
Noel rolls onto his back and stares up at the ceiling. I knew you were too fucking good for me,
Lane.
This time I roll over and stare down at him. Don t say that. If anything you are too good for me.
He shakes his head. No, I m really not. You re perfect and sweet. A good girl. I m just going to
taint you.
You re not. I try to reassure him and grab his face. I stare into his eyes. If anyone tainted me, it
was my ex. You ll never treat me the way he did. I know you wouldn t. Don t ever think that you re
too good for me. Ever.
He frowns. What did he do to you?
I glance away. The pain from my memory still cuts deep. It is the ultimate betrayal. I walked in
on him having sex with another girl in his dorm room.
Noel s eyes soften and he sits up. His arms wrap around me. I m so sorry, Lane. Were you with
him long?
I nod while Noel strokes the bare skin on my back. A little over two years. He was my first real
college friend, and it turned into more. I thought I knew him. I never dreamed he was screwing every
girl he could get his hands on behind my back.
Want me to kick his ass?
I laugh. I d prefer to never talk about him again. It s in the past.
Noel smiles. That s fine with me. I ll never do you wrong, Lane. You know that, right? No
matter what you hear about me, just know there isn t another girl that could ever compare to you.
You re all that I want. Don t believe anything other than that.
I think about all the pictures I ve seen on the internet Noel with a different woman in each one.
Are you telling me you don t get around? I saw you with the two blonde bimbos myself, remember?
He frowns. I m not saying there weren t other women. There were some, but like in my sick,
twisted mind they were all you. I ve never stopped loving you, Lane. I didn t think I ever had another
shot with you. You left me, remember? I tried to get over you, but I couldn t. [ Pobierz całość w formacie PDF ]